I am trying not to set myself up for disappointment by not putting too many expectations on 2014. Up until 2007, I’d never been unemployed for longer than a few months and here I am, nearly 6 years later, with a new certification under my belt, I still have no job. I can’t make a resolution saying I’ll make more money or have a job because these things are somewhat beyond my control. I can put myself and my skills out there and only sit back and hope someone will offer me some money.
The same holds true for my weight. I was exercising between 2 and 3 hours a day and I wasn’t losing any weight. I eat well, measure portions, don’t go in for fad diets, and yet I gain and gain and gain some more. I am officially at the highest weight of my life except when I was pregnant . . . with twins. Even when I gave birth to my daughter, I didn’t weigh as much as I do now.
So my goal this year is not to necessarily lose weight. Instead, I am going to focus on tracking my exercise and my diet. I know I need to eat more calories but trying to do so and maintain a balanced diet (45-65% carbs, 10-35% protein, 20-35% fat) is nearly impossible unless I go out of my way to eat when I do not feel hungry. I’m going to try to eat enough calories but not force myself to eat when I’m not hungry. I’m thinking of eating more lean protein, even drinking protein shakes, in an attempt to hit my goal without having to eat piles of food. I love vegetables so much that I could eat piles of them but I’d never reach my caloric goal before feeling bloated and stuffed. After all, my doctor and the nutritionist she had working with me both said that I wasn’t getting enough calories.
Yes, this means I’ll be tracking the foods I eat. I’ve tried doing this online (SparkPeople, LiveStrong, and, most recently, MyFitnessPal) and I think I’m just going to use pen and paper, transferring the week’s food into a database in one sitting. Yes it will take time but not more time than logging in and out at every meal. Since I’ll have my planner with me all of the time, tracking things manually should be easier. And I won’t try to hit my caloric goal on day one. I’ll need to build up to knowing what I need to eat to reach my target.
- According to calorieking.com, I need to eat 1350-1550 calories a day.
- According to freedieting.com, I should eat between 1432 and 1654 calories a day.
- And myfitnesspal.com puts me at 1444 calories a day.
I eat about 1000, so I need to eat another nearly 50% and, seriously, I’m not hungry enough for that. And it’s easier for me to eat a hard boiled egg than seven cups of spinach. Same number of calories. Just less filling so maybe, just maybe, I can reach my target with a little more focus on protein and less on vegetables.
My biggest obstacle while exercising is how tedious I find strength training. I have tried everything I know to make it more interesting and failed every step of the way. My last attempt was to not worry about making it something I’d enjoy (instead of boring) and just make it a daily habit—lower body M-W-F, lower body the other days, with Sundays off. Still didn’t work. I would claim to be too busy and never make time for it. So in my planner I will track my exercise and schedule doing a full body strength training workout twice a week, Monday and Thursday, which I hope I can eventually build up to thrice a week.
Cardio isn’t a problem. Walking the dogs ensures a one mile walk every day. Even when it rains, I use walking DVDs. I also enjoy doing yoga and Pilates, both of which help work my core and provide some strength training. Only, now we have a new dog hanging around and I’m not sure how well she will handle my trying to do anything on my yoga mat. I remember when Snowdoll first arrived and how it took me a while before she understood my yoga mat is off limits. For this reason, I’ve decided to do some qigong for which I won’t need my yoga mat while also using my mat at other times so that she can learn it is not for her to lie down on or chew up or any of the other things Holly seems to think all things are for around here. Eventually she will become accustomed to seeing it without assuming she should claim it for her own.
Anyway, I can always find/make time for cardio and yoga but I hardly ever try for strength training. I also need to start thinking about adding agility training, something I hadn’t considered before. In the coming weeks you’ll see my post about my progress, the activities I accomplish, the caloric goals reached. Okay. Maybe not the first week. Maybe not the second. But I’m thinking that by month’s end, I’ll have a routine happening and will be more inclined to remember to write down all of the details in my life in my still-to-be-made planner. Speaking of which, I probably should get busy putting the pieces together or it won’t be ready for tomorrow morning’s launch.